Last August, I was called to help a man with his dying wishes. He had three. The first was to go to Zen Hospice in San Francisco for his final days. The second was that a Tibetan Llama accompany him with prayers and chanting for the last part of his journey, and the third was for medical cannabis so that he could reduce his reliance on prescribed opiates and die with a “clear mind.”
In the four days left, I was only able to grant his third wish.
And though I’ve been with many people in the last part of their lives, it was the first time someone had asked for cannabis.
Frankly, I didn’t know what to do, how to get it, or where to even find a dispensary. Most of what I knew I only gleaned from newspapers and magazines. Being a part of the establishment had mummified me from alternative realities.
First, I asked his doctor who told me, “I have no problem with it,” but declined to write a letter of recommendation because. I then asked the hospice what to do, and they referred me to a doctor who would write a letter, but since this man was bedbound and unable to be present, the letter had to be written as mine … since, I would be picking up the medication.
I wondered what risks would I be exposed to in purchasing, transporting and finally, giving the medication to the care provider? I had no idea. My gut told me that surely, no one would arrest someone bringing medicine in act of mercy ... .but, I wasn’t really confident.
When I visited the marijuana prescribing physician, he couldn’t recommend a dispensary, so I asked someone in the waiting room. He told me that the best “edibles” in town were at one place, and if I wanted a good selection of tinctures, I could go to another. I had no idea what he was talking about … after all, a joint is a joint…right?
I knew nothing of protocol, rules, or what to expect inside a dispensary. When I entered, a young man behind a desk asked to see my letter, and checked my driver’s license. I was then allowed into a room where, behind a counter, stood three people, ready to serve me.
Tea? Cookies? Cream? Smoke? Tincture? What form would I like? What strength? What purpose?
I was asked lots of questions, but mostly I was overwhelmed. I had no idea what to buy, or what the difference was between potencies and names. Finally, I left with a small brown bag filled with suckers, two brownies, lozenges and a tincture. They threw in a small baggie of smoke … just in case, he might want to smoke it.